Seed Money, current employment, and available time concerns
by waterscalming, Window Shopper
- Created: August 31, 2013, 12:33 pm
I have three main concerns, but never certain how to properly address the issue of the concerns. 1. I would like to have a requested amount of around $200,00.00 to start up my interest in the company I would establish. 2. However, the current employment I have is a contracted agreement that makes me unable to feel comfortable to try to start up my own business as I am uncertain of the complete reactions of both good and bad. 3. But, I never feel that I would have adequate time to officially start what I would want to do depending on the available funds, and desire to get out of my initial contract of employment; as the employment is a binding 24/7 availability on a moment's notice go to work type of unchangeable arrangement. I attain to try to be happy, but truthfully it is driving me into a new point of insanity and or possibly into a new mentality of depression. A good portion of my fear in starting up the business is that even if I was to attain the funds I would request to receive, I still would not be able to account of the availability of time to properly manage my business as the emotional and physical toll of my current employment would make me feel as if I am burning three candles (two from one end, and two from the other end as each with different variables to make individual candles burn even faster). But, I am still trying to figure out how to seed my business; and not embellish my own funds or emotional desires creating a marital void of family or family funds. Loss for words is an understatement with a quirky manner of reasoning as the underlying variables all seem to ration out accordingly a strong desire to quit my current employment and resign the contract to be voided out. I may have a strong head on my shoulders but the inevitable fear of failure looms in the darkness and the unknown complete business structure of how the taxes and implementation of expenses and deductions currently forbids my emotional concern of funding, timing and actual planning to succeed. If I am able to achieve a planned out time period and cut-out chunk of available funds from somewhere or somehow to initiate my desired outcome I fear that the ending result will be in failure due to an absence of my presence over a prolonged period of time, or I may overextend myself in the new business that I portray a negative and undesired image with my current employer providing a negative response I do not desire to accept upon the termination possibly sooner that I desired if the business was not fully developed fast enough with complete understanding.
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